Scared and confused (please dont judge)

CJ

My boyfriend (22) and I (19) have been together since April 2016 we got pregnant super early in our relationship. He came home from the Army in March and we met online started dating April 1st. He is divorced and has a 2 year old with his ex. He has a great job and he is currently going to school at night

He told me to quit my job to stay at home with our baby due Jan 17. So last week that's what I did. I have always worked for my money and anything I have needed so it's scary for me to have to rely on him for everything. We have a joint account as well as his seperate account. All his pay goes into HIS account. He offered me to take his card when I need something but other than that I don't have anything to do with financials he is leaving town after our baby comes to go visit his daughter in WA and im scared im not going to have money for our baby while he's gone. I am trying to put off picking up my last check from work so I can use that but it seems that's the only money im going to have. ($120) im a first time mom and tend to stress about everything. Are we going to be okay? He's leaving for a week.