Getting very discouraged
I sit day in and day out praying for a miracle. Hoping I will get pregnant and have my little family the way I always dreamed of. Ive been married for 3 years now. I've been with my husband for 5. During the first 2 years we mostly used condoms but after getting engaged we used the pull out method. When I missed my first period, I took test after test and it was always negative. I was heartbroken. I went 6 months without a period. I didn't have insurance so I couldn't go to the Dr. But the moment I got insurance it was the first thing I did. I was seen by an ob/gyn. He did a pap which came back abnormal. Which he explained was because I had hpv. He said I could still get pregnant and everything would be ok but I would have to come in for regular exams to make sure it doesn't turn into cancer. He also did an ultrasound which revealed I also had cysts on my ovaries. I guess they come and go because over several appointments they were there at times others they were gone. He prescribed me clomid and I just finished my 3rd round on the 5th. I've been having sex and not even using any lubes or anything but I'm just so discouraged. And to make it all worse, I have nobody I can talk to because nobody knows were trying. I'm also trying so hard to avoid facebook because every other day someone else is announcing a pregnancy. Like this 17 year old girl that's friends with my brother. She's pregnant with her 3rd child. A high school dropout that don't work and gets government assistance. Her oldest is 3. And she just gave birth again in august of 2016. Oh and then there's another girl who I was really good friends with at one point that announced she's pregnant with her SIXTH. She's also a pill junkie and so is her boyfriend. They don't even take care of the 5 they have. Its just so disappointing that people like this can keep having babies and I'm struggling hoping praying that this is my month...
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