Rant...sorry ladies...

It has allready been a year since ttc...i want a second baby soooo bad.my doc says it's not gonna come as long as i am so anxius about it...also my so broke his leg.had a surgery and now i have to take care of him and my 3year old babygirl...he is worst than my girl....i haven't left home for 15days ans i also have my period....so no baby this month...i know other people have more serious problems but i am feeling ready to get depressed...i cry all night every night and i don't want to talk to anybody..i need some time for me and i know that's not gonna happen.sorry for busting your b@lls but i have nobody to talk to.thanks