this is it... I can't do it anymore

Kate
So I had multiple positives and had BW done on 1/10, the office called and said my HCG was 19 and progesterone was 7.25
They said they were shocked I even got a positive test.  AF was due 1/11 and she never came.  I started progesterone therapy and had repeat BW this morning but now I'm nervous.  I had many losses and just am afraid about this now too.  My last period was 12/14 and according to my two charts ovulation was the 27th and we did the deed on the 25th and 26th.
I'm just curious what other people's thoughts are on this??  Of course I went home on the 11th and dipped two tests (the one from the morning was negative and we determined it was a bad test) and they both came out good (pictured below).
Well I just got a call from my OB my new levels are in and are at 20.  They basically told me to expect bleeding any time now and to call when it happens so I can get my rhogam shot.
This is heartbreaking; loss #4