Af to arrive Jan 17

I'm am hoping and praying my period doesn't come on Tuesday , I have been feeling that it may be coming but also hopeful that it's not . Very sore nipples , possible nipple color change , more veins in my breast , constipation and mood swings , odd crampy feelings in lower belly , creamy discharge right after ovulation days but now there is like none at all . Which is odd . Ugh I hate waiting and can not have myself go buy a test bc I refuse to be disappointed, If it didn't happen this time I will go buy the clear blue smiley ovulation tests and use those and record my temp and cervix the next time around . If that fails then not sure what to do after that .