My baby is 4 months and I am a ftm. My husband currently stays home with her and works 20 hours on The Weeknd while I work 8 to 5 during the week. I am still having extreme depression being at work not being with her. I feel like I have no time with her by the time I get home I'm exhausted from being up all night and working all day. I want to be a SAHM so bad and my hubby is for it if we could afford it. I make more than him so that is why he stays with her. How does everyone do this?!? It feels impossible