Hi! I'm 17 years old, I'm the 2nd and last child to my parents. My sister the 1st was horrible, would get drunk, skip school, lie and sneak it the house. She was pregnant at a young age and we supported and love her! We never turned our backs on her. My sister was given everything to her.. and I'm lucky that my parents have worked so hard to make me have a great life. But the life I have isn't the one I want.. I understand how selfish I am but the life I want is the ability to lick my boyfriend in the morning to go to school, or go to the movies. I want to be able to drive to school and not be questioned in wether I'm skipping. I try to explain it to my boyfriend but he keeps telling me everyone goes through it.. but I've heard that my how life! I have done everything and anything to make them happy.... yet at the end of the day I'm still wrong... what do I do?!