So my guy isn't the type to want to just stand there taking pictures. Seriously he hates it. He hates taking them, being in them, and especially hates being caught in a background. So I figured that I would try to do my own maternity shoot in a bubble bath. I'm a plus size girl... 5'3" and pre pregnancy weight was 211. I don't have a selfie stick but I have a pretty good camera and a picture edit app so I thought I could suprise him with a couple good pictures. He happened to come into the bathroom while I was editing and saw a picture. Asked what I was doing, so I told him I was trying to do my own maternity shoot. He wanted to see the pictures so I showed him. I was feeling kind of proud. I took a lot of pictures and only liked 3... So I fixed them up and gave him my phone to look. He scrolled back and forth through the 3 that I was proud of and saved. This was his response: "Can I say something without you getting mad? " I said "yeah but it's harder than it looks so take it easy on me. " and then the kicker. "You just look fat. " I just knodded my head and said I would be out in a few minutes and he left the bathroom. I'm not mad at him. I'm disappointed in myself. I tried everything I could think of to lose weight after our first child. NOTHING came off. And just when I was thinking maybe it's a thyroid issue and maybe I should get it checked, we find out we're pregnant again. Now that I look at the pictures again I just feel sick. I was so proud of what I was able to do, and now I just want to cry. So I did for a few minutes, cleaned my face up and left the bathroom. He doesn't know. I don't want him to feel bad cuz I said I wouldn't be mad. And I'm not. I'm just sad I guess. So I'm gonna post these pictures (that were supposed to be for just me and him) and hopefully get some sort of positive feedback to regain the pride I had in them. I'm trying not to be emotional about it. If any other plus size mommas want to post some pictures please do. I'd love to get some new ideas and see if I can do a better shoot, but right now, I don't even want to open my camera. So here goes...