anxiety

I had a missed MC in August. Went in at 11.5 weeks and baby had stopped growing at 10 weeks. I'm exactly 10 weeks today with my rainbow and have been so overwhelmed with emotion and anxiety today. I've basically been crying all day. I've been fine upto this point but hitting 10 weeks really triggered me. We go in for our next ultrasound on Wednesday. I just hope being sad and anxious isn't harming my baby.