venting don't read too much into this

I was with a guy for three years. We pledged our purity to each other, and then he got another girl pregnant on our three year anniversary.
I was with a guy for nine months. In between him caving my face in, kept fucking fourteen year olds, and raped me.
And now every dude that talks to me seems to have a girlfriend. 
I'm just done with dudes. Every time I think I met someone who actually gives a damn, they're a liar. I'm frustrated and I know "not all dudes" but my career is way more important than this stupid stress 💆🏻