I don't feel the need to test and not sure why 🤷‍♀️

So I think I'm 9dpo but my period is over two weeks late confused let me explain I was late for my period and had some ewcm a few days after so took an opk was positive so ovulated late 🤷‍♀️ any how I don't feel pregnant or like af is on her way but also don't feel like I wanna test either think I'm just having a give up month lol hoping for more bfps on here love seeing them ❤️ I have been trying for nearly 8 month now so think I'm just tired x