BDSM FETISH

It's the only porn I can watch. With previous partners I've been so so so turned on with choking while we fuck, or biting everywhere and hair pulling. It's so sexy to me. I love my boyfriend but our sex is so vanilla. What can I dooooo I'm so shy about my kinks! In the past, I'd only do that if the guy initiated it. I've never been like "choke me, pull my hair" cause submissives don't demand