Feeling broken by a boy

Hey everyone,

So basically I'm camping at Byron Bay and met a group of guys and one of them was called Caleb. They were here for three nights and on the first night me and caleb talked all night on the beach, the second night we talked and cuddled and hooked up (it was pretty cute). I really like him after the two days and I think he liked me aswell but on the third night I got extremely drunk and told him about my past with drug experiences and how it's changed my perspective on life and all of this shit. And anyway his friend Andrew told me that when I went back to my caravan caleb told his two other friends he really doesn't like me and thinks I'm kind of fucked. Today they left and I didn't leave my caravan to say goodbye because I couldn't face caleb because I actually think I like him and I want to message him but I lowkey feel like I'm going to be more hurt but I can't leave the situation like this. What are your opinions?

If I were to message him I would say:

Hey look I'm sorry if I freaked you out with what I said last night I didn't mean to do that because it's not me anymore but something came up ,,, Andrew told me everything & I understand if you don't want to talk to me again