Thia is going to be a long post so feel free to skip past it. Recently i found i was 5 weeks pregnant with my first. Mind you i am only 18 and scared shitless. I am how ever extremely excited as well.

I called my mom yesterday and was talking about how i wasn't feeling good, i have been dizzy and nauseous for about a week straight. I did NOT tell her i was pregnant but she guessed and i was honest.

She then went on to tell me she is also pregnant after cheating on her GIRLFRIEND. ( my life is basically a badly written tv show).

I am feeling a whole rang of emotions. I am pissed off, confused and hurt.

My mom was more like the child in our relationship. She has had a strain of relationships and children in the past and at one point she was completely out of my life (i live with my grandparents). I love her but i also dont want to be around her anymore. She has done. A lot of drugs in the past and has caused me a lot of emotional pain.

I dont know what to do.