Ugh did I really get pregnant with baby #2 by this weak unambitious looser.!! I feel fucking horrible. I love my kids with all my heart but can't believe I tricked myself into thinking this would work. I feel so stupid I feel like God is going to disown me for being so dumb. I mean me in this guy live together n I have really tried, he won't find a better job so we're stuck n a shitty apartments and I just transitioned jobs to help more but y can't he be a man n do his part instead of putting weight on me? He won't get a hair cup to look nice all he thinks about is WEED. I'm stuck with a crack Head 😭😭😭 who won't better himself . God please have mercy on me