It is hard, growing up I never thought it would be so hard.. I'm worried I may never be able to become pregnant I randomly get ovarian cyst and I know that shouldn't render me becoming pregnant. On top of that, I found out my mom had endometriosis.. I really hope I don't get it also the chances are not in my favor. Everyone around me recently has had babies I just found out my cousin was pregnant and it hurts.. she has been before, but lost it and has been on birth control since. As soon as she was off birth control she became pregnant. I know I haven't been trying as long as most of you but it's almost been a year. I'm ready, he's ready we are moving in a few months and starting new jobs and I want to create life.. I just need some support maybe some advice on anything that will help. Thank you all so much I really love this community!