TMI!

So im 6 weeks pp and we had sex once at 3 weeks and again at 5. But it hurts.. him eating me out feels good and only clit action feels good when fingering. I feel awful because hubby is always telling me im sexy and that he wants me and he loves my new curves and i feel bad that hes able to eat me out and get me off but i can't have sex like wed like to (rough) because im still sore . And with the baby there isnt always enough time for me to gove him a bj or handjob like id like to after ge does stuff with me. And truat me, im not asking him to do stuff and then not doing him. He practically begs me to let him eat me out. Which, im not gonna say no . Lol. But how do u other mamas handle this?? Tonight he was all "w.e im used to it" when he got me off but then the baby immediately was hungry and on my boob so i couldnt return the favor. Ugh in worried hes going to start resenting me.for.it and stop trying sexually all.together. damn body beeds to recover quicker.