ivf / dealing with infertility books

Keeley • Myself and husband trying to conceive since 2013. Currently waiting to start ivf this autumn after having my tubes removed in Feb.
Can anyone please recommend any books on dealing with not being able to have children ? Or about coping with IVF
( please don't say to hang in there it will happen eventually or 'new tricks' to try. I am unable to have a baby without ivf. And also .... we have already tried adoption and been told we are not suitable as my husband sometimes works away so we cannot provide a stable environment......  ☹️) 
Thank you x