I just want to jump on him!!!

Short intro- we lost our baby on the 17th at 11 weeks along. After going through that I feel a million times more connected to my husband. We cried together, named our baby, took care of the cemetery stuff together. We have never been this close and it's making me so attracted to him. I feel so guilty that now all I can think about is having sex with him after such a horrible tragedy. He originally said he wants it wait until my 2 week checkup to have have sex but I really don't think I can wait that long. Am I a bad person since this is now all I can think about?? 😫💔💕