Trying to keep the Faith

Good morning everyone God bless u all this year I will be 44 I am a mother of 8 my first marriage lasted 15 years I went thru every abuse and husband initiated drugs to our marriage all bad God has blessed me with a very good husband we have been together 12 yrs and want to try to have a child with my 8th I had my tubes cut tied and burned we just started to do tests a year ago and was told everything looks good that inside everything was looking good I just had to loose sone wieght and control my diabetes and we'll we had to get the money together I went to a different doctor started everything all over and we'll cause of my age that didn't help but I'm having tests done this coming week to see things more close n clear which would ve the ultrasound with a telescope I forgot the name I'm very nervouse and if anyone has known any similar case or cases what was the outcome thier are chances in everything I know but if I realy don't have a chance I don't want to spend all kinds of money please send me sone feed back I realy appriciate every single word given to me😊