Losing hope

Julie
AF is due this weekend. I took a test last night bfn..I have almost every symptom of pregnancy..my boobs hurt, I got heartburn from coffee which I've never had a problem with, my taste buds are all messed up. I love wine and tried drinking some last night and it tasted funny so I gave it to my boyfriend. I want to test again but sick of seeing a negative. Waiting for AF is the worst :(.