Terrified of becoming a mother.
I'm currently 22 weeks. I'm very excited, yes, but I'm also completely terrified. It makes me want t cry because I'm so nervous. It feels like this is the first event in my life that I've done that I can't take back. Like if I didn't want to start something then I didn't have to. But this feels so permanent. It feels so irreversible. I work in a restaurant and every time I see children now I get so anxious. I begin to envision my future of carrying a car seat around and not being able to just hop in the car when I feel like it. Now my whole life will be dictated around an infant. I'm so scared, ladies. This feeling is so overwhelming and I'm so worried that I won't be a good mom. I also worry about other things involving her. Idk what to do.
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