rape :/

GF
I was raped at 16 by a 37 yr old on meth the last 7 months I've been wondering if it's my fault because nobody believed me. 
Until they found out last week the guy who raped me killed a man in the same apartment he broke in and killed him and stabbed a woman, they start to believe that maybe he was capable of this..just wish they believed me in the first place
Blessing my lucky stars it wasn't me