first prenatal exam tomorrow

So I'll be 13 weeks tomorrow with my first baby after a miscarriage at 5weeks in 2014. Of course I'm nervous and excited about this appointment! However I have a lot of anxiety and I haven't felt pregnant other than fatigue and back problems since 9w. I know that's normal but my worst fear is not being able to see a baby tomorrow. I don't want this to be a sad post, but I am worried and scared for tomorrow for that reason. I'm probably psyching myself out. But during the last 9weeks I've had a million questions for my doctor, and now that I'm seeing her tomorrow I don't remember any of them! I'm trying to write a few down. My support system is my ex fiancé, he's not the dad but he does still love me and care for me and the baby. That's a blessing on its own. So after this long post, my question is DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY ANXIETY/SADNESS RELIEVE IDEAS so that I'm not psyching myself out?