i got herpes😭

so i have been diagnose with herpes. its crazy how i got it from kissing this one guy which i would had never thought had anything like that . never had no sexual intercorse with him. he actually forced me to kiss me.the sadest part is that im soon going to get married and its a arrange marriage due to my religion and im scare this guy wont accept that i have herpes . we have not had any physical contact yet. all i see in this guy is very pure and honesty and im hating myself because if he accepts he will have to live with herpes as well.its crazy how u meet the right person when you lesst expect it but u dont want to make them suffer either because of something you did