Guidance

I don't know what to do anymore. Life is getting too stressful and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. People see me struggling, the slightest thing sends me over the edge and I just can handle life anymore. My own father hates me, my mother resents me and my siblings don't speak to me. The only positive person I have in my life is my boyfriend and he seems to have all the answers, so tuned in with school and life while I'm sitting at the back, struggling. I feel like I don't belong anywhere, I feel so out of place and I just hate my life, I want to drop out but what's there after I drop out? Nothing. I'm in grade 11 and everything is getting too stressful. I'd really love some guidance or positivity because I could really use it, I'm mentally broken and just need somebody to understand how I'm feeling 😞