At the maternity ward again

Apparently baby hasn't been growing like she should since my last appointment and I now have proteinuria... So I was admitted to the maternity ward again. I just got out Wednesday last week, I was here three days because of high blood pressure. And they still won't induce. I'm 39 weeks and two days.

Everything else seems to be fine and she's moving a lot, but I'm so worried of her. I absolutely hate being here and not at home but it's a good thing that they're at least making sure that she's not in trouble. Although how can she be alright if she isn't even growing anymore?

I've been having some cramping after they did a cervix check, I'm praying that this is a sign of labor starting and she comes out on her own since they won't induce. I don't want anything to happen to her. 😞

Anyone else had similar problems, preeclampsia (or a high risk for it) and baby not growing properly?