Confused please help

Kelley • I`m 26 ,married to an amazing man, with a beautiful 4 year old daughter. We lost our son at 19 weeks March 29th 2017 due to spontaneous water breaking... we are trying again and have been since July 2017 . It hasn't been easy and doesn't seem to be gettin
Ok so I've been having cramping af due February 3rd. Saturday I was having some spotting very very light wouldn't notice it unless I was looking for it. Then Saturday night me and my husband went out I went pee no spotting but when I got up I looked in the toilet and there was what looked like a clot but could have been something that someone had thrown in the toilet (if it would have been my own toilet I would have looked at it closer) but like I said there was no blood when I wiped. Saturday and today I have had white/yellow chunky/sticky cm took 3 tests all negative. Any idea what the hell is going on with me?