Advice please!!!

Brittany • Brittany • 24 • Tom is my saving grace. I love you <3 6.30.14 <3
Anyone bipolar and on meds ever go off their meds for a period of time? Did it make u feel better or worse? I hate being on meds I feel it screws my bpd worse and I just can't find a balance. I know I've made a topic similar before but I really need help about medications. I take Lamictal, Latuda, and have Valium for my attacks and anxious moments. Anyone on those and have bad experiences? Please someone talk to me about this!