Puppy Crush

Ah man... as in, I found a MAN. Unfortunately, he's not mine and probably never will be. The dreaded: puppy crush. I met this wonderful guy through club meetings and dancing. Eventually, I really started to fall for his personality. Even though he's a senior, (who graduated early in December) he still puts 100% effort into club affairs to make it better for next generations. He's so driven and smart (but without being cocky!) I say smart because he just finished his med school interviews (John Hopkin's being one of them .___. So, you get the picture) Plus, he's super cute, fun, kind, and a great leader. Bonus, he's into K-pop dancing and dances pretty well. (The fan-girl in me is screaming). Bah, all of this is the glitter-glammar of crushing, where's the delema? Well... I don't think we'll ever start dating. I'm actually not very shy and not opposed to asking the guy out first, but this guy is older than me and, honestly, probably not interested. We're only 2 years apart, but since he's heading to med school it'll be such a different world. I don't think he'd want to date an underclassman. (Potentially long distance, although he could stay at our campus's medical school ...) Not to mention, I don't think he likes me that way. So why make an eve post? One, I'm procrastinating. And two, I wanted advice from a strong community of women to empower myself :3 I thought the crush would fade... Oh no, my friends,  it's growing. I run into him and get all happy-smiley and blush. I love our conversations. I wish we could hang out more, but we're not that close of friends, and if we did that I may torture myself mentally even more over this puppy love. How do I slowly get over it? Logically, I know it won't pan out. But, gah, I can't help it. He's ideally the type of guy I would date and maybe one day marry. I have thought about telling him my feelings, but it would be awkward since we still have meetings together. (He's still around the school since he now works at a school lab) Also, even though I know he'd let me down nicely, I just don't want to go through with it XD Advice? Thoughts? I'm sorry this is so long, but I hope it was at least a little of a humorous read.