Wanna ride him but he's sick :(

My poor husband is sick and it came at the worst time. I'm not really an affectionate person in the physical sense. I don't like being touched a whole lot and I don't necessarily like touching other people. Unfortunately, that's my husband's love language. We've discussed it and I'm trying to be more open physically. I'm tryna touch him more often and initiate sex more so he feels cared for in the way he understands. So I've been researching how to ride him and little things I can do to drive him crazy. Yesterday night I was so ready. I wore my lovely pink nightgown cuz I wanted to implement some of the techniques only to find out he's getting sick and doesn't want to be touched at all 😑 just my luck 😂