Am I weird??

I dont always orgasm when my husband and I have sex, which I know is totally normal, but it's not because I can't - I just usually dont really care if I do. Back in the day I used to orgasm every single time without fail, but It can be a lot of work to hit it justtt right and takes a lot of focus for me so nowadays sometimes I would much rather be in the moment with the man I love. I always end up happy and satisfied even without the big O. I'd say it's kinda 50/50 now.