Scared but excited

So...

There's been some issues between my in laws and me. I've posted some of our escapades before... (them having cameras hidden in the house/them calling me crazy/etc.)

Well...I think I've found a solution.

I go back to work. It'll take about $1000 and 3 weeks to go through a refresher course, take my exams, and become an RN. Once I do that, it won't take anything for me to find a job.

It gets me away from them for hours every day, it gives me extra pocket change, and at the end of the day if that doesn't help, then it'll give me the resources to leave. Because I'm at my wits end, and I can't do this anymore.

I'm heartbroken just by thinking of getting a divorce... I love my husband and our marriage was amazing before they showed up into our lives...

But if it's what it takes for me to find happiness again in the long run...well...a girl has to do what a girl has to do...hopefully this will help and it won't come down to that.

Wish me luck, and send prayers and happy thoughts!

#takingmylifeback