sexual history

Kristelle • Hakuna Matata
Is anyone their boyfriend's first time, and you aren't his?  If so does he constantly bring it up and call you a hoe because of it? Because my ex keeps doing it. We still love eachother, and want to get back together, but my past is what's in the way. He thinks I've had sex with at least 20 guys. In reality, and I've told him this, I've had sex with 7 guys. 
Since we're technically broken up, we both agreed that he should go have his "experiences" since it might help him not be so concerned about mine. I told him I'm done having sex and having doing that shit because the whole reason I did those things because I was always called ugly and the fact that guys were giving me attention was new to me. And I liked it 😔. I told I was done with that stuff and he doesn't believe me. Thinks while he's out having sex with other girls, I'm gonna be having sex with other guys. When he's the only one I want. And I've told him this too but he doesn't believe me. 
I don't know what to do. Or what he should do. Or how to put my past behind me.