Single Mom

Ugh I could just scream and cry but I'm around people so I'll just vent to you guys "My Baby Friends" as I call you all... I was in a relationship for 7 yrs things started getting rocky I found out I was pregnant he became more disrespectful (staying out to late hours of the morning, acting like my existence annoyed him) he ended up leaving at about 13 weeks in....we now have a daughter (6wks old) she's my EVERYTHING..he adores her but it's so hard being the sole caretaker and maintaining as well... like today I'm so bummed out and overwhelmed I go back to work tomorrow since the birth...I washed clothes this weekend at my moms and I went grocery shopping...now I'm thinking I have NO HELP to bring these things in my second story apt... I could call my dad but he doesn't live anywhere near so that's a lot to ask of someone and neither does my mom. I knew things would be hard but DAMN if this is minor what will I do later smh