So after 10 years and a kid my best friend is FINALLY getting married! That's been the biggest issue in her relationship is that he seemed to never want to marry her. But he finally asked. And I'm over the moon excited for her, but I can't help but feel a little bummed. Because my boyfriend never wants to get married. And we have our first on the way. And before he said we would get married someday even if we have kids first we'll get married someday. Well for a while now he's just like so against getting married. Like he wants nothing to do with it. And it really upsets me because I want to be married before we have anymore kids. And he's said well maybe but it's not going to be some big wedding pretty much saying we'll get married in court which I'm honestly fine with but I'd like to have a wedding someday. But he doesn't. I mean I'm also an only child so my parents would love to see me get married. Especially with the man I'm having a kid with.. and that I've been with for almost 4 years. I don't plan on telling her it makes a little sad because it's about her not me and I'm really excited to help her with everything. But again it just makes me sad because I pretty much know I'll never get to do this stuff or have the wedding of my dreams😕