sorry if this is a bit long, but it's so important to me to read your comments about what you think I should do. thnx already

So, a week ago I broke up with my bf and it has been the hardest week in my life (we are both 20 years old, we are best friends for 9 years and in those 9 years we didn't spend a day without talking to each other, we fell in love with each other 2.5 years ago) in those two and half years we broke up 3 times (the first two times was because he thought that he will never be good enough for me in my parents eyes and he didn't want to put in situation where I need to choose between my family and him since my parents already said that I will have to choose only one, and the third time he left because he was mad at me since I was acting a little bit hard with him and getting mad at him from stupid stuff) my bf has a lot of problems with his family since his father is a bad man and he has to take the responsibility of the house and he can't work at the same because he had an accident months ago. I tried to be there for him, I gave him almost every dollar I had in order to help him financially and tried to be there for him whenever he needed that. But he didn't put any effort in our relationship (not even emotional effort). I didn't feel that I'm appropriated and kind of taken for granted. And before 8 days he got so mad and angry because I asked him who was he talking to and he started yelling at me and telling me that he doesn't care for me anymore and that if I wanna go away then he won't care. Then he said that we are breaking up. Since then I deleted my social media accounts so he won't have any way to see things about me, then last night I got a call from No Caller ID number and when I picked up the person who called me clicked on mute so only him would hear my voice, and today I knew from his best friend that whenever he went to his house he found him sitting alone and thinking to himself. Do you think I should try again? Should I wait to see if he makes anything to get me back? I'm sure that deep inside his heart he loves me but he might be afraid and thinking about my parents again or overthinking with negative expectations... what would you do if you were me?