Sad over Valentines Day.

So I'm two weeks PP with my first baby, and still pretty emotional. My husband and I said we weren't doing anything for Valentine's Day, since we've been together for nine years and it's a waste of money. But he was off today and left the house twice. I'm still pretty much on lockdown at home with the breastfeeding baby. I cried when he came home the second time with nothing. I didn't tell him why and I'm not mad, just disappointed thinking he might wanna surprise me. I'm not being ridiculous right? Also when will my hormones go back in check? Crying everyday is getting old 😖