I know I shouldn't feel this way..

I found out Monday that I'm going to be an aunt again which is great, But I'm kind of upset by it.

I'm happy that I'm gonna have another neice or nephew in about 9 months, and I'm happy for them because this is what they wanted.

I'm upset because me and my husband have been trying and trying and trying for almost 2 YEARS, since our miscarriage in July 2015, and NOTHING,

But my brother and his wife decided LAST MONTH to stop the birth control pills and try for another and BOOM she's pregnant. Like it's nothing. It's so very unfair and I don't understand it. 😟

I know I shouldn't feel this way about it but I do and I can't help it. 😓