birthday dilemma
I NEVER celebrate my birthday.... mostly because my parents forgot my birthday as a kid and as I got older my friends would just get busy not be interested in hanging out for my birthday...
This year I want to do something... I want to have a Zumba party! Yep. Two hours of dancing. I want to make my friends shirts and everything.
But I have such a huge fear of "no one showing up" or not turning out he way it was supposed to or it not being what I hoped it would and that I would just waste money.
Mind you, I don't have a lot of friends. It would be like 8 people plus maybe other regulars that go to a Zumba class.
I just don't know what to do cuz my fear is overwhelming me. I would be spending $300-$400 on this. I could do other things to make me feel happy or satisfied on this birthday or I could do something to make myself feel like other people care about me.... BUUUT it could not.
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