SOME HONEST VIEWS PLEASE

My ex boyfriend broke it off with me over something stupid but after him trying to get me back so hard I told him we could meet and talk. I set the day and time but he didn't show up or call or anything. Untill after like an hour he texts me saying that he came home from work tired planning to take a nap but he overslept. I was upset so i could read his text but not reply (that's on whatsaap) he got upset that I was ignoring him. Immediately he said that he'll let me go and that its over between us. After a couple of days I texted him told him I missed him ( I did) he said that I decided to break it off so let us keep it that way. I made it known to him that he is the one who broke it off the second time but its okay if he wants us to go separate ways. My issue is I feel as if I didn't fight for this enough. I don't wanna sound desperate but still I don't want to let go of something that might make me happy. What you all think?