anyone had abortion need help ?? please comment if you have

Sammie ❤️
I had an abortion ( due to rape ) please don't Judge I already feel bad enough , but I had it done 3 weeks ago and last week I took a pregnancy test it was negative . My husband and I had unprotected sex about 2 weeks ago now I have a super faint test and a couple hours later a another darker but still faint test is this a new pregnancy ?