today is my birthday. tomorrow I have to D&C
Today is extremely emotional.
We found out on the 13th we had lost our baby at around 6 weeks.
Valentine's Day we stayed in and cuddled and cried.
Yesterday I made the decision to get a D&C done since it's been over 3 weeks since the baby stopped growing and my body has no signs that it will pass on its own.
Today is my 28th birthday. I have no children. And this is my second loss. I have a phone appointment today about my procedure tomorrow. Just the thing you want to talk about on your birthday right?
Tomorrow I go in to have D&C. I'm praying for a fast recovery. Emotionally I am drained. My heart is beyond broken. I have become numb to most feelings.
I'm lucky to have a supportive husband who promises we will never give up trying.
But I am absolutely terrified. And I am haunted by the look on my doctors face when she told us the baby was gone.
Coping is so hard. Knowing that this baby is gone but inside me is making me sick. All I can do is cry.
I wish all of you a healthy 9 months. And hopefully I will be back on this app soon with a sticky bean.
Baby dust to all.
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