having a breakdown in front of my newborn

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Does having a emotional breakdown in front of your newborn baby effect them ?
All day it's been building up I've been thinking about how my life went from being amazing to shit this last year and how I'm now a single mum with hardly any income and as soon as my sister left the flat I just cried and cried uncontrollably while holding and feeding my 5week old son 
Is that bad?