We lost our baby at 8w6d. It's been awful and I always think about how I want my baby back. It's been so lonely being so sad inside and keeping on a brave face when everyone around me is having their babies or just finding out the gender. Talking about how they hate feeling fat or tired and all I'm thinking about is how much I miss feeling sick knowing my baby was OK. I'm happy for all of the ladies in my life don't get me wrong. It just hurts to be reminded everywhere I go that I couldn't keep my baby. Please tell me this gets better. We are hoping for a rainbow soon. Baby dust!!!! 👼🌌