So in April last year I had a missed miscarriage at 10 weeks but baby had stopped growing at 6 weeks, in August last year I miscarried again at 6 weeks. I was terrified of trying again but we did and found out in December that we were pregnant again.  I was doing my very best to not worry or get excited about it as things had never gone our way! So last week we went for our scan and found out that everything is going perfectly, heartbeat was strong and baby is growing well. We are 14 weeks today! I'm still terrified, I don't think that will change till I have my baby in my arms but now I'm starting to let myself get a little excited!