just needing to vent...

I lost my job back in November ish I had a really tough time finding a new one, I felt with depression. Which I have from the loss of my son last year. Well Saturday I got fired. We just bought a house and we've been TTC. I am so depressed. My s/o works swim shift and it's so hard to be home alone all the time. He just keeps telling me not to worry things will be fine. Nothing is going right. And I just don't understand idk what to do.😭😭