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how to keep going..

I've chosen to stay silent for several days as I spent most of them crying.

I found out Thursday I was going to lose my baby, by mid day Friday it happened. I lost the thing I loved so much.

My husband has been the biggest supporter of my up and down emotions, we spent a large portion of Thursday night crying and holding each other.

He is much more of the positive person than I am, so he has kept his spirits up as much as he can and to try to keep mine up and to not give up.

I know I won't feel this way forever, but I still hate everything and don't know how to want to keep going, I obviously still want children, if anything I'm more obsessed with it now than I ever have been. But now I'm more scared than ever.

I know there are many other of you that have been through worse and seeing you guys finally get your positives makes me ridiculously happy, but I just don't know how to get the strength to keep trying....

Any kind of advice or personal experiences are more than welcome...

I just needed to get it off my chest I guess...

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