Delivering baby 2/22 and anxious
I can't say I'm really excited but I am beyond anxious about having my baby. I suffer from Pnes which means if I get too anxious or triggered I will start seizing. I'm having a repeat c-section and I am beyond afraid I will have a seizure on the table or things will go horribly wrong with my surgery. Also I suffer from depression and with the reality that I'm having a second child I'm afraid I might fall into a dark hole and be a terrible mother to my children. There really isn't a purpose to this post. I just needed to vent. I haven't really talked to anyone besides my fiancé. I don't want to keep bringing it up because I know he'll worry. Can someone please tell me I'm overreacting and things will be fine?
*****UPDATE
Okay so I had my baby girl Wednesday and things went perfectly, despite the fact that she retreated to my ribs when they tried to remove her. It took the hands of God and a vacuum to get her out. I'm currently going through recovery and it's very painful but so worth it. I also want to thank you ladies again for giving me a peace of mind. ☺️😘
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