He refused my proposal

Feeling sad, but thankful... I'm happy for all my friends that got engaged on or before Valentine's Day, but I'm sad that I proposed to my now ex boyfriend & he turned me down with so many excuses. First excuse, I'm not working now, I get that & respect it, but when he tried to use I have to see that you changed, because I didn't hear from him in 1 week & popped up at his house 2 years ago, just once. Anyway, I'm glad he said no, because now that I look at it he wasn't man enough for me & the marriage wouldn't have lasted that long.